"The Loneliest War" lyrics

By now, you'd think I'd learned my lesson
But the lessons just never end
Somehow, I still got a million questions
The answers never made much sense

It's just hitting me now
Harder than ever before
And I can't keep going to ground
Or burning it down
Losing myself
To go back for more
In the loneliest war

I'm long gone with a blank expression
And a whisky glass tight in my hand
Now hold on, I just need a second
None of this went at all how I'd planned

It's just hitting me now
Harder than ever before
And I can't keep going to ground
Or burning it down
Losing myself
To go back for more
In the loneliest war

By now, you think I'd learned my lesson
Or at least found myself in it all
But somehow I'm more lost than ever
Staring at the holes in the door

It's just hitting me now
Harder than ever before
And I can't keep going to ground
Or burning it down
Losing myself
To go back for more
In the loneliest war