"STAGES" lyrics

And I go through stages of it
Like when I was trying to quit
Smoking after all of those years
I'm falling off the wagon I fear
But that's just the way that I grieve
I skip my meals and my sleep
I tried to erase all I know
Only way that I learned how to cope
But it gets harder these times I'm alone

I miss those nights floating in heaven
Deep in your eyes that's your best weapon
To lay me out on my side
Yeah yeah yeah
Testing your luck that was deceiving
Breaking my trust what can I believe in?
Is it the blind leads the blind?
No, 'cause it's not gonna work no more
And it's gonna work no more

Now I see the sides of myself
The ones that I hid all too well
The parts that I knew you wouldn't like
Said goodbye and I left them behind
But that's just how it happens
That's just how it goes
We fall in love and then make him our home
Trust in the words that he'll never let go
We lose sight ourselves just to end up alone
And it gets harder 'cause baby I know
Yeah yeah

'Cause I need those nights floating in heaven
Deep in your eyes that's your best weapon
To lay me out on my side
Yeah yeah yeah, oh oh
Testing your luck that was deceiving
Breaking my trust what can I believe in?
Is it the blind leads the blind?
Yeah 'cause it's not gonna work no more
It's not gonna work no more

All of those nights closest to heaven
Different lives, different stages
It's all left behind
'Cause it's not gonna work no more