"Phases" lyrics

I'm sorry I forgot the things that I promised
But are we tryin' or are we just payin' homage?
What was our path has come and gone in a flash
My life was moving too fast to react

No direction, how'd I get here?
Every lesson I've destroyed
Second guessin' safety measures
To repel out of the void
I wouldn't bet I find the exit
There's no blessings in disguise
When you're the only thing I recognize

I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you never letted me explain it
Yeah, I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases

When I was clean, yeah, we were so fuckin' on it
You thought you'd seen exactly what you wanted
You took all of me and only stayed for the half
I was berated and bashed every time I stated the facts, yeah, oh

No direction, how'd I get here?
Every lesson I've destroyed
Second guessin' safety measures
To repel out of the void
I wouldn't bet I find the exit
There's no blessings in disguise
When you're the only thing I recognize

I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you never letted me explain it
Yeah, I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases

Come and find me, find me again
I'll get behind your last attempt
To climb that mountain if you can
I'll be waitin', estimating all the weight of my offense

I never really tried to stop
But you never really tried to save it
I never thought I'd be thrown off by the changes
I never really tried to stop
But you never letted me explain it
Yeah, I'll be waiting somewhere caught in the phases, yeah