"Understanding" lyrics

Working, distance, which is it this time?
I tried, all my, my tricks and I can't lie
We saw, we been, low riding, we know now
That we can't just breeze by, rewind, rewind
Ooooh aaahhh

I'm working on myself once again
But the standards are higher
Got tired of running, I'm flying
And I blinded myself with these vices
I know it, I know it I'm selfish
And I been on your nerves so much
I get lost with my words so much (so much)
Now there's days where I can't understand myself
Oh you make it easy on me
Cause all of my exes from Texas were judging the process
Only God knows who I share this pain that I've caused with
My conscious is guilty I'm Pisces
Pick me up so I know your onside and not on that side (oh not on that side)
Ooooh aaahhh

Aye what a mess I been created
In this matrix I shift the perspective, now it looks amazing
Shit I'm more than able to remain humble
Found my shot of confidence like back in 19 on that college campus
And damage on the weekends, doom rooms sneakin
While we both studying each other we cheatin
Flashbacks when the bed squeaking left your legs leaking
You still bad bad and I'm still a savage
So I gotta know
Ooooh aaahhh