"Nihil" lyrics

There's something in the way once again, once more
Are you in tune with the pain emanating from your core
Can you put it into words or will you leave it by the door?
Why do I feel so alone like my damn .44?
So many scripts in my midst
Flipping all these pages
Maybe I'll pop a pill instead
Of a bullet for vacation
I miss all of my friends
And I'm tired of feeling vacant
It's hard to make ends when every moves a hesitation
Every move's a hesitation
Unsure of the past or the future as a vagrant
Every move's a hesitation
Unsure of the past or the future as a vagrant

Throw my ashes in the river
Maybe next time I won't be
(Such a, such a) such a sinner with a liver
That won't give up when I shiver
I'll deliver, be a giver
Stay away from the pain killers
Born a sinner with a liver
That won't give up when I shiver
I'll deliver, be a giver
Stay away from the pain killers
Born a sinner with a liver
That won't give up when I shiver
I'll deliver, be a giver
Stay away from the pain killers
Born a sinner with a liver
That won't give up when I shiver
I'll deliver be a giver
Stay away from the pain killers