"Ready Or Not" lyrics

Gardening my heart
Planting seeds just to watch it fall apart
And I'm finding it harder to breathe
Maybe I'm just allergic to weeds

Thought I deserved a prize
But waiting is no way to live a life
It only left a scar
Doubted every single part

And now I see what it's about
Drowning me, then dry me out
Careful things you've now forgot
About me now, ready or not

And now I see what it's about
Drowning me, then dry me out
In the bed where you would lie
So did I, so did I

So did I
So did I
So did I
So did I

You said you were scared, totally unprepared
Thinking the rules don't apply
Well so did I, so did I

So did I
So did I

Gardening my heart
Planting seeds just to watch it fall apart
Maybe we were all weeds
Pluck it out plant more seeds