"sorry mom x" lyrics

I've been trying not to lose my mind
I've been screaming, you don't know what it's like
Staring at the void, I'm paralyzed
I wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna realize
That I'm a loser just like everyone else
And I should stop fooling myself
Some days my head just doesn't make any sense
And I just feel so

Sorry mom, I can't be
All the things you want from me
On my knees begging please
Tell me what's wrong with me
Sorry mom, can't you see
I'm not who I used to be
On my knees wondering
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head

I've been trying to pretend I'm fine
Such a bad liar, I'm just wasting my time
I speak to no one so I wrote this song
Sleep all day so I don't know what's going on
'Cause I'm a loser just like everyone else
And I just feel so

Sorry mom, I can't be
All the things you want from me
On my knees begging please
Tell me what's wrong with me
Sorry mom, can't you see
I'm not who I used to be
On my knees wondering
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head

Tearing my life into pieces
I sabotage everything that I love
Can someone tell me who this is?
Sorry mom, can't you see I'm my own worst enemy
And I just feel so

Sorry mom, I can't be
All the things you want from me
On my knees begging please
Tell me what's wrong with me
Sorry mom, can't you see
I'm not who I used to be
On my knees wondering
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head

Sorry mom, I can't be
All the things you want from me
On my knees begging please
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head
Sorry mom, can't you see
I'm not who I used to be
On my knees wondering
What's wrong with my, wrong with my head