"Angel" lyrics

Every now and then I start questioning myself
This constant pain and thinking ruins my mental health
I'm running and running and can't seem to find what's meant for me
I'm trying and trying but nothing will set me free
Every now and then I feel so alone
This constant moving places makes me loose my sense of home
I'm feeling, I'm feeling to much until the numbness kicks in
I feel like I'm changing again
Don't know who I've been

Is there an angel
Just somewhere out there
He'll probably understand how messed up I am
Send me that angel
Who will take care of all the things
I can't handle all on my own
My angel won't leave me alone

Every now and then I wish I could stop
This constant failing makes me wanna give up
I'm giving, I'm giving my best but nothings ever been enough
I'm tired, I'm tired of faking smiles, oh my God

Is there an angel
Just somewhere out there
He'll probably understand how messed up I am
Send me that angel
Who will take care of all the things
I can't handle all on my own
My angel won't leave me alone

Everything I always do is waiting for the sign
That tells me I am gonna be alright
Another wrong decision, still got no direction
Feeling like I've lost another fight
It hurts that you can't see
I'm fighting against me
I don't wanna end it tonight

Send me my angel
He's somewhere out there
He'll probably understand how messed up I am
Send me my angel
Who will take care of all the things
I can't handle all on my own
My angel won't leave me alone (Leave me alone)
My angel won't leave me alone

My angel won't leave me alone