"Coping" lyrics

I'm not used to being with somebody with their shit together
Saying sorry actually makes it better
I did things to you I said I'd never
I miss waiting for you in the lobby of your old apartment
Drawing shapes with you into the carpet
Back before the end had even started

Now that you're gone
It's my fault
I'm so lost
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Smoking cheap pre-rolls and listening to LANY
Hoping you don't hate me
I know it's lame, but this is how I'm coping without
Inside jokes and places that you'd take me
Bet you probably blame me
I know it's lame, but this is how I'm coping without you

I'm the best at getting disappointed by my expectations
Try to read my mind, it's always racing
Damn, I really love to test your patience

Now that you're gone
It's my fault
I'm so lost
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Smoking cheap pre-rolls and listening to LANY
Hoping you don't hate me
I know it's lame, but this is how I'm coping without
Inside jokes and places that you'd take me
Bet you probably blame me
I know it's lame, but this is how I'm coping without you
Without you
Without you
Without you (Without you)

I'm the best at getting disappointed by my expectations
Try to read my mind, it's always racing
Damn, I really love to test your patience

Smoking cheap pre-rolls and listening to LANY
Hoping you don't hate me
I know it's lame, but this is how I'm coping without
Inside jokes and places that you'd take me
Bet you probably blame me
I know it's lame, but this is how I'm coping without you
Without you
Without you