"Overdose" lyrics

I'm scared that if I'll leave
Then, you'll be happier than me
You'll start life and get things going finally (Finally)
You'll find some things that make you smile
And the ways that drives you wild
And I just can't seem to get it off my brain

Maybe you'll stop self-medicating
And overcomplicating your life
Maybe you'll hear what I've been saying
And look at me like you did that night

Do you really wanna overdose your whole entire life?
It's like you're wishing you were dead
Every time I close my motherfucking eyes
Can't fall asleep at night

I'm scared that if I'll leave
You'll fall apart and won't get clean
You'll take too many and just leave me here to grieve
You'll find something that gets you higher
And stay with that fucking liar
And I just can't seem to get it off my brain

Maybe you'll stop self-medicating
And overcomplicating your life
Maybe you'll hear what I've been saying
And look at me like you did that night

Do you really wanna overdose your whole entire life?
It's like you're wishing you were dead
Every time I close my motherfucking eyes
Can't fall asleep at night

I can't fall asleep at night
Can't fall asleep at night
Can't fall asleep at night
Can't fall asleep at night

You really wanna overdose your whole entire life?
It's like you're wishing you were dead
Every time I close my motherfucking eyes
Can't fall asleep at night

I can't fall asleep at night (Wishing I was right)
Can't fall asleep at night (You take that all the time)
Can't fall asleep at night (You always change my life)
Can't fall asleep at night