"Rain Clouds" lyrics

The sun don't shine on my town, only rain clouds
I got nowhere to escape, there's no way out
I fantasize about it on the way down
My life's consumed with my pain and mental breakdowns

But I just feel like my emotions might
Take over me and ruin my life

I'm so sick, I can't tell
If I'm living in hell
Somebody save me from myself
I'm so addicted to pain
Just rewire my brain
Somebody save me from myself

Feel the weight of the world
Breaking both of my shoulders
And I'm getting older and colder
Thought this feeling would fade
Pass with time or with age
But I think I'm stuck like this forever

But I just feel like my emotions might
Take over me and ruin my life

I'm so sick, I can't tell
If I'm living in hell
Somebody save me from myself
I'm so addicted to pain
Just rewire my brain
Somebody save me from myself

I'm so sick, I can't tell
If I'm living in hell
Somebody save me from myself
I'm so addicted to pain
Just rewire my brain
Somebody save me from myself

I'm so addicted to pain
Just rewire my brain
Somebody save me from myself