"Illusions" lyrics

I know you're out there waiting, Waiting just for me
In order to get this right, I guess I need to change?
Standing at the edge of life, Will you recognize me?
My life is upside down and inside out

I've coped before, I'll cope again
Though I can't remember how
I plan to quench the pain
Just to start again, An effective change

That's why I fall for your perfect illusions
Because they stand the tests of time
I always draw these desperate conclusions
When time come crashing down

As my deepest fear starts to descend
Like a storm at sea, Why can't I comprehend?
What my future will be
When everyone else around me
Seems trapped in a sinking boat

That's why I fall for your perfect illusions
Because they stand the tests of time
I always draw these desperate conclusions
When time come crashing down

That's why I fall for your perfect illusions
That's why I fall for your perfect illusions