"My Salvation" lyrics

I'm the master of my own world
I control every second
You're the virus, infecting my blood
Spreading your cancer

Falling from reality
It's happening

You weakening me!
The closer you get, the heavier the burden
Slowly fading, soul is dying

I don't know why the fuck I'm still standing
What is pulling me up?
I can see but my eyes are burning
The pain never fades away

Salvation not happening
It screams my name
Entering purgatory

I can feel how my whole world is breaking... breaking apart
I'm alive but I know I'm not living, I linger in pain
Only way to avoid it, I know it will help
A stab in the chest, slow and deep

I don't know why the fuck I'm still breathing
The pain intensifies
Should've ended it quicker
Quicker than this I should be free

Salvation not happening
It screams my name
The pain never fades away