"what happy is" lyrics

Sometimes I forget just where I would be
If I never answered your call
When you were looking for me
I'd probably be fucked up somewhere in the back of the bar
Fighting off strangers and looking for keys to my car
I want to drive anywhere else
I want to be anywhere else but here

I'm looking for comfort
I'm looking for change
I'm looking for anyone who could feel the same
I take things for granted
I take them too far
I guess I'll never know who you really are
And I'll never know what happy is
And I'll never know what happy is

Sometimes I forget how hard it can be
To have trust in anyone, hell to have trust in me
This is the loneliest place that I've ever been
But it's the only place that I'll ever learn to love again

I'm looking for comfort
I'm looking for change
I'm looking for anyone who could feel the same
I take things for granted
I take them too far
I guess I'll never know who you really are
And I'll never know what happy is
And I'll never know what happy is

This isn't healing
What is this feeling
This isn't healing
What is this feeling

I'm looking for comfort
I'm looking for change
I'm looking for anyone who could feel the same
I take things for granted
I take them too far
I guess I'll never know who you really are
And I'll never know what happy is
And I'll never know what happy is