"Disaster" lyrics

How should I say,
That I never wanted anything to change
If I rearrange the pieces of broken down faith.
Do you believe in me?
Because I'm not sure
I believe in anything ...anymore

Pick up the pieces and
Make me understand
Why we can't move any faster?
Losing all demand,
I've broken all my plans
This year was a disaster

What should I do?
When I never thought anything would come true
The solution for the broken down abuse (abuse)
I'm waiting for the fading floor
To let me fall on through
I'm getting closer
To letting go, letting go of you

Pick up the pieces and
Make me understand
Why we can't move any faster?
Losing all demand,
I've broken all my plans
This year was a disaster

What you don't know
(I walked on the ledge)
Will only make this worse
What you don't know
(I saw the edge of my future)
Will only make this worse
What you don't know
(Being held back by the past)
Will only make this worse
What you don't know
Will only make this worse

Pick up the pieces and
Make me understand
Why we can't move any faster?
Losing all demand,
I've broken all my plans
This year was a disaster

Pick up the pieces and
Make me understand
Why we can't move any faster?
Losing all demand,
I've broken all my plans
This year was a disaster