"The Suicide Mile" lyrics

My life is spinning around in circles
It's like I'm wasting my time with dead in streets, in concrete dreams
I walk the suicide mile just to see this all fall down
Now I know my life is not as bad as it seems

And all these years are passing faster than you think
It's bigger than you and me
As we flicker and flash like a memory

I turn my back against the sun
Spent sleepless nights with a loaded gun
The demons in my head keep me alive
Broken and beyond repair
They use this fear to keep me quiet here
I'm just trying to survive on the suicide mile

These nights are dark and never-ending
It's like I'm losing my mind with flashing lights on TV screens
I walk the suicide mile just to calm myself down
Now I know this world isn't spinning just for me

And all these years are passing faster than you think
It's bigger than you and me
As we flicker and flash like a memory

I turn my back against the sun
Spent sleepless nights with a loaded gun
The demons in my head keep me alive
Broken and beyond repair
They use this fear to keep me quiet here
I'm just trying to survive on the suicide mile

To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory

To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
Flicker and flash just like a memory

I turn my back against the sun
Spent sleepless nights with a loaded gun
The demons in my head keep me alive
Broken and beyond repair
They use this fear to keep me quiet here
I'm just trying to survive on the suicide mile