"Too Much, Too Soon" lyrics

Mona lake four years ago
We built a fortress in the snow
You begged me crying not to leave
You watched it melt, you watched me go
Too much too soon
It's all just too much too soon

In the city on the roof
Winter night I clung to you
We said forever this is home
You dug your roots I left by June
Too much too soon
It's all just too much too soon

Did I do this all wrong
Have I been gone for too long
Did I lose you when I left
Could I call this home again
If you were me and me you
Is this the life that you'd choose
It all made sense to me back then
I never stopped to wonder if
It was too much too soon

Even now I lie awake
Wondering what would've changed
My younger brother lost his way
My older brother lost his faith
It was too much too soon

Nine months in my sister called
We almost lost my dad and I
Start to spiral start to fall
Start to question if it's all
Just too much too soon
It's all just too much too soon

Did I do this all wrong
Have I been gone for too long
Did I lose you when I left
Could I call this home again
If you were me and me you
Is this the life that you'd choose
It all made sense to me back then
I never stopped to wonder if
It was too much too soon
It's all just too much too soon

I used to think the world was mine
And who I was could stay behind
But it still follows where I go
And I still miss you all the time