"flicker start" lyrics

It's discouraging
I thought everything was great
I've been circling
'Round the block inside my brain
And I can't figure out what to do today
Everyone's having fun but I can't relate

Need a flicker start
Need it pouring through my veins
Don't know where to start
And I don't know who to blame
'Cause I can't figure out what to do today
Everyone's having fun but I can't relate

Let me out my head
Let my mind run free
Let me just pretend
That I feel like me
Need a flicker start
'Cause I'm ready
Anything to spark
A new beginning

Need a flicker start
Slow burn to a flame
It's a crawling march
And I'm fighting for a change
How do I keep going if I don't know where I'm going
Every night and morning?
How do I keep going if I don't know where I'm going?

Let me out my head
Let my mind run free
Let me just pretend
That I feel like me
Need a flicker start
'Cause I'm ready
Anything to spark
A new beginning

Issa uphill, standstill
Sweat on my back
As the Sunday sun burns cold
Through the glass
And I'm dying under pressure
Turning diamonds into stone
I can't feel my bones

Let me out my head
Let my mind run free
Let me just pretend
That I feel like me
Need a flicker start
'Cause I'm ready
Anything to spark
A new beginning

Let me out my head
Let my mind run free
Let me just pretend
That I feel like me
Need a flicker start
'Cause I'm ready
Anything to spark
A new beginning

It's discouraging
I thought everything was great
I've been circling
'Round the block inside my brain
And I can't figure out what to do today
Everyone's having fun but I can't relate