"The First Train Home" lyrics

Sell all my memory
Cause I'd rather be sad
I heard the ghosts
Say they want to come back
Too tired of waiting
Take the first train home
We all wanna sleep
Till we start to feel old

Slow to my feelings
Either smoke or I stay
The same dirty shoes
Used for running away
You think it's funny
And that's making me mad

But that night
Was the worst that I had

And I wish you could see how I see ya
It's too sad you won't get to meet her
Gimme bad luck and a broken mirror
Cause I've never been a big believer

We joke around
That we're gonna get stoned
I'm nobody's problem
If I never go home
Can you come on over
And just fill up the space
Then I'll say I'm sorry
When I push you away

And I wish you could see how I see ya
It's too sad you won't get to meet her
Gimme bad luck and a broken mirror
Cause I've never been a big believer