"A Whisper From Above" lyrics

I had to walk among the brutes, and I felt nothing but disgust
Leading a double life amidst our murderous enemies
My downright lie, a bold disguise in the cruelest of all times
To save a few of the doomed

Yes, I threw a tantrum against God
I will not trust, I can't believe in You
And so I learned that courage is a whisper
It is a whisper from above You did not hear

Just for one moment, an all-embracing silence
So oppressive and obscure
But this moment lasted years
Before blackness falls, our time is standing still
In the darkest of all nights
We yielded hope to the lost

Yes, I threw a tantrum against God
I will not trust, I can't believe in You
So I learned that courage is a whisper
It is a whisper from above You did not hear

It was a "small" price to pay
Yet just one drop of solace
In an ocean of tears
I knew
You did not hear
Ah

In the abyss, you're faced with the choice
Good or evil, there's nothing in between
I could not deny myself
We upheld life in the realm of the dead

I threw a tantrum against God
I will not trust, I can't believe in You
And so I learned that courage is a whisper
It is a whisper from above You did not hear

It was a "small" price to pay
Yet just one drop of solace
In an ocean of tears
You knew