"Feel" lyrics

I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
I fe-e-eel
I fe-e-ear
I fe-e-eel
I fe-e-ear
I fe-e-eel
I fe-e-ear
I fe-e-eel
I fe-e-ear
I fe-e-eel
I fe-e-ear
I fe-e-eel
I fe-e-ear
Feel, feel, feel

Hot mountain air
Creeps into my veins
Chest cavity
Fluid membrane
Baptized my blood feeling so strange
Missed her one time no name he's insane
How you feel?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
I've tried to be
I've tried to be
I've tried to be

I feel
I feel
I feel
Kiss me I won't tell you no
Fuck me oh I'm so exposed
I've got life inside a vacuum
Hope this promise I can't fathom
How many churches have I passed
I need to talk to God at last
I need to talk to Jesus Christ and tell him that I need advice
Found my freedom in the valium
? to where by cocaine stallions
No method chained up out west
Cause even God can't clear my past

Two heads in one mask, Margiela wastelands are growing fast
Little skinny boy is now a man, childhood best friend, went and cheated on his lifespan, lifespan, lifespan, lifespan
I feel so down
Johnny 99 told me hop in the car
Call me Noah 109, boy shot for the stars
He landed head in a ditch, ran over by cars (No)
Running and I'm running and the red lights coming and the red lights coming
Red lights coming and you don't know what
Red light, red light, red light, what
Coming down the come and tell me red line what
Red line what
Red line what

Red right
Red right
Red right
Red right
I feel
I feel
I feel, feel
I feel
Feel
Feel
Uh-huh
I feel

I meant to tell you
I want to feel like a man again
Earn some kind of ineffable freedom within me
Knowing I don't have to scream
It's so hard
I feel like I can't win
I feel like I have to hurt myself to feel
I feel...
I feel like it ain't worth my time to feel
But I know I have to keep going

I feel like, crying through the night
I feel like, it's gonna be alright