"My Mirage" lyrics

When I wake up
I wanna feel your hands in mine
Can't bear the thought of waking up alone this time
I've been missing these emotions for a while
But it turns out I was chasing a mirage

The man that I've grown to be
Has been deceiving me for the sake of feeling whole
Fed by the lies within my mind
It all just turned out to be wrong
I was so confident, but it all crashed right in my face
The lesson has been learned
It's a haunting memory

When I wake up
I wanna feel your hands in mine
Can't bear the thought of waking up alone this time

Her voice is loud when it's silent
It's all just noise, so redundant
I still keep looking all around
Knowing I won't find what was never there

You were never there
Never there

When I wake up
I wanna feel your hands in mine
Can't bear the thought of waking up alone this time
I've been missing these emotions for a while
But it turns out I was chasing a mirage

The fear is never ending
Will I feel the same again?
The ache is overflowing
It's a struggle every day

The fear is never ending
Will I feel the same again?

Memories (are haunting)
Hard feelings (deceiving)
Fighting me and resonating through my head
Torn soul (still aching)
Become cold (awakening)
Haunted by the dreams inside my bed