"ZERO" lyrics

I can't feel anything, in this cold apartment I lost myself
I can't remember anything about my past
As I lay on this stone cold ground, and imagine the future that's destined for me
I'm struck by the understanding "I'll never grow to be a thing"

I've come to grips with myself today
I'm not okay, not okay
It all seems fine from the other way
Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Illuminate, communicate with the ghost that haunts me everyday
Annihilates the urge to heal

Now I see the truth in the cold light of day
Our life was so vibrant now faded to gray
Maybe someday
We'll find our own way

I've come to grips with myself today
I'm not okay, not okay
It all seems fine from the other way
Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Now I see, you're not me
I want to be, set me free

I'm falling, falling
I'm falling, I fall

No one really understands me
I've stayed in my shell for far too long
I lost myself, lost myself
Lost myself!

I've come to grips with myself today
I'm not okay, not okay
It all seems fine from the other way
Will my fears numb me or just burn away?

Everything comes back to me
Now I see, I was never free
Set me free!
I will never be complete!