"Arteries" lyrics

I drag my feet across the floor
I put my ear up to the door
I'll never be the one you want
I'll never be the one you want
I take my medicine to go
I take my bike out to the road
I kinda hope your house explodes
I kinda hope your house explodes

Is it so hard to say something that could hurt me
When you know I'd say the same?
Say the same
It seems so hard to say something that could hurt you
But I know you'd feel the same
Feel the same

By now I oughta calm down
So much doubt I can barely get it off of me
Get it off of me
What now we're out of the town house
A few streets down, nothing can change that part of me
It's in my arteries
It's in my arteries

Ooooh
Ooooh
Ooooh
Ooooh

I drag my feet against the door
I slam my ear into the floor
I'll try to be the one you want
I'll never be the one you want

Is it so hard to say something that could hurt me
When you know I'd say the same
Say the same
It seems so hard to say something that could hurt you
But I know you'd feel the same
Feel the same

By now I oughta calm down
So much doubt I can barely get it off of me
Get it off of me
What now we're out of the town house
A few streets down, nothing can change that part of me
It's in my arteries
It's in my arteries
It's in my