"Melatonia" lyrics

Take this pain away
Hold me, I'm afraid
I guess you got your way
When you watched me fall apart
Rain feels colder in New York
So, who do you think you are?
Just another one of my scars

When you're not here
I learn how to cry
A bloody lullaby
But when I'm not here, you'll be alright
I feel like I could die

Save me if you can
Hate me like a friend
If I had my way
I would watch this whole world fall apart
Rain shines brighter in the dark
So, who do you think you are?
I am naked in a fire

When you're not here, I learn how to cry
I feel like I could die
But when I'm not here, you'll be alright
My bloody lullaby
When you're not here, I learn how to cry
Blood stains are in my eyes
But when I'm not here, you'll be alright
I feel like I could die

I get ahead of myself sometimes
We all do
You loved me and I loved the idea of you
So, take a number and get in line
When I was younger, thought I had time
And now I notice I wasted everything you ever gave me

Walk away and don't stop for anything I say
Walk away Melatonia
Walk away and don't turn for anything today
Walk away Melatonia

Hey
It's not about you
Hey
It's not about you
Hey
It's not about you
Hey

So, feelings come, but they don't go
I thought I knew, and now I know that I did not know
You put on your shoes and I'll put on the show
And I'll sing a bloody lullaby

Take this pain away
Hold me, I'm afraid
The rain feels colder in New York