"Serotonia" lyrics

I wish that everyone I knew was dead
So that I'd never have to pick up the phone
I just wanna be naked
And masturbate all day at home

California dreamin'
Oh my heart just started screamin'
I think I want to be alive

I wish I lived on top of the sunset
Yeah cause Hollywood you know my type
I'll get stoned all night with Lana
Half in and half out of the light

It's California dreamin'
Yeah
Oh my heart just started screamin'
I think I wanna be alive

I can feel it too
So what am I waiting for?
I'm afraid of you
It's just I'm not that good of a person
But I might be enough for you

I'm gonna move to California
I'm gonna melt into the sand
Slow dance with Elizabeth Taylor
And Audrey
Bum a cigarette from Cary Grant
Now New York you know I love you
Because you made me who I am
Which is not that good of a person
I need to feel something again

I can feel it too
So what am I waiting for
I'm afraid of you
It's just I'm not that good of a person
But I might be enough for you
And I got enough love for two
I can feel it too
I'm afraid of you
It's just I'm not that good of a person
But I might be enough for you