"Hard To Love" lyrics

I make mistakes, I hate myself
Took my demons off the shelf
Drank em' down and put us both through hell
Your mom's birthday, I showed up late
Bloodshot eyes and heavy shakes
You're fighting with your dad now I'm to blame

I swear to God I hear you when you say
Go get some help and we'll see better days

I'm hard to love
I'm so hard to love
You build me up and I just self destruct
I'm hard to love
When is enough enough
I can't believe that you're not giving up
I'm not good like you
You know it's true
I'm hard to love

Got the message, read the texts
Caught me flirting with my ex
It meant nothing, I meant no disrespect

I don't know why I do this to myself
I'm all fucked up, I've gotta get some help

I'm hard to love
I'm so hard to love
You build me up and I just self destruct
I'm hard to love
When is enough enough
I can't believe that you're not giving up
I'm not good like you
You know it's true

I'm stubborn, I'm lazy
Sometimes my head gets so crazy
It's got my confidence fading and now I'm self-deprecating
If you left I'd understand
I know this wasn't in your plan
I could be a better man if you just let me

I'm hard to love
I'm so hard to love
You build me up and I just fuck it up
I'm hard to love
When is enough enough
I can't believe that you're not giving up
I'm not good like you
You know it's true
I'm hard to love
I'm hard to love
I'm hard to love
I'm hard to love