"Desperate // Grateful" lyrics

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
'Cause you were never supposed to leave
And never be someone I'd lose
And now I'm falling apart
How the hell can I exist without a piece of my heart?
Think I'm better for a minute
Then it's back to the dark

We earned this pain
We're blessed to hurt
What a terrible joy to know you
And I'm so

Desperate, grateful
Broken, scared I'll forget
What it feels like to have you
To hold you, to call you a friend
When darkness and the bitterness
Give way to finding peace again
That's where I'll meet you
Where heartache and sorrow end

Now you're worlds away
Ever weighing on my mind
And I'll try every day
To share a fraction of the light
That you gave to me
Always seemed to spill so naturally
Never let 'em all forget it
Not even for a minute

Desperate, grateful
Broken, scared I'll forget
What it feels like to have you
To hold you, to call you a friend
When darkness and the bitterness
Give way to finding peace again
That's where I'll meet you
Where heartache and sorrow end

Tomorrow's not guaranteed
But right now in this moment, a chance to see
They're only just as far as our hearts let them be
Right now in this moment, right now in this moment
You said the love we shared is the only thing that matters
The love we shared, the times we spent together
Remember the love we shared is the only thing that matters
You said the love we shared, the times we spent together

Desperate, grateful
Broken, scared I'll forget
What it feels like to have you
To hold you, to call you a friend
When darkness fades and morning breaks
I wait to see your face again
That's where I'll meet you (That's where I'll meet you)
That's where I'll meet you (That's where I'll meet you)
That's where I'll meet you
Where heartache and sorrow end