"Heaven" lyrics

All I know is I awoke at the centre of a cyclone
Where the cold couldn't catch me
Kept warm by the hum of your halo
Then I saw her through the fog, she lit up just like a god
I could settle for a lifetime living under your shadow

Am I still living under your spell?
Feels like I've been here forever
I loved you through sickness and health
'Til death, I'm not getting better
So pull me close or let me go
Either way, I remember
Your love was bitter as hell
But it tasted like heaven

She is far beyond me now, but I sometimes hear the sound
Of a wind that whistles
Softly as it pulls me back down
And in retrospect, I know
I was looking through a rose
But the petals froze, watch the colours fade out

Am I still living under your spell?
Feels like I've been here forever
I loved you through sickness and health
'Til death, I'm not getting better
So pull me close or let me go
Either way, I remember
Your love was bitter as hell
But it tasted like heaven

I'm just a lonely bone machine looking for a little dopamine
I was young and so naïve when you enchanted me
Now I wander like a ghost looking for a hand to hold
And we can't go back

You woke from me
Like a dream

Still living under your spell
Feels like I've been here forever
L-L-Loved you through sickness and health
'Til death, I'm not getting better
So pull me close or let me go
Either way, I remember
Your love was bitter as hell
But it tasted like heaven

It tasted like heaven