"Speaking In Tongues" lyrics

I've been living a lie
Yet you don't even have the heart to tell me why
How can you justify looking me in my face
When you're the reason I have changed

I feel so soulless
My heart's been left out in the cold
I've become so hopeless
I'm facing all of my demons on my own

And now I've kissed you goodbye
With regrets of a life spent wasted
And I'm just trying to find
What it takes to make myself whole again

Take your fake apologies
And shove it down your fucking throat
Choke on the words that you spew
Poison from your worthless mouth

I've been speaking in tongues
With this noose tied around my neck
All that it takes is one step
To prove if I'm a coward yet

I believed in your fucking lies

There is a darkness deep inside of me
A black hole so far down that I can't see
What lies beneath the surface
A creature that's begging to be set free
And now I know how to fall
Further than I've ever gone before
There's no way back
Not after I lost it all

I've been living a lie
Yet you don't even have the heart to tell me why
How can you justify the reasons I have changed

I feel so fucking soulless
My heart's been left out in the cold
I've become so hopeless
I'm facing all of my demons on my own