"Wonderland" lyrics

This time, I will not follow
Anything other than my heart
Red ribbons and velvet
No man will ever leave my world dark

Tell me, how does it feel
To let go of the greatest
Love you'll ever know
Moonlit kisses and eyes
Tears fell, final goodbyes
Lights out, closing show

Now I know I'm falling first to reach Wonderland
I'm crazy, but so are you
I'm falling hard till I touch the ground
And find my way out of the blue

Tonight, I will not look back
Rose-colored glasses, on the past
No hope of mending the china
Once it's been broken, there's always cracks

Tell me, how does it feel
To let go of the only
Woman, who'll understand
Sweet talk, summer romance
Then what happens when you are
True and you are sad

Don't you know I'm falling first to reach Wonderland
I'm crazy, but are so you
I'm falling hard til I touch the ground
And find my way out of the blue
Till I find my way out of the blue

This time, I will not follow
Any star other than my own