"Where Do I Go" lyrics

Not sure how to say this
But I'm not feeling okay
I think things would be better
If I just drove you away

So I'll hold it in silence
I won't let it be a burden weighing you down
I need someone to talk to and I'm not sure if I can figure it out

Where do I go?
When all that's left is my sadness
When all I feel is a hole
And who do I turn to?
When life isn't kind?
I've been needing a lover
A moment of solace
I don't have to try

Oh I don't wanna think twice
If you love me or hate me
Makes me sick to my stomach
To think that I told you too much, too soon

Oh yeah maybe I'm immature
In the way I process things in my heartache
Can you blame me at all?
You know my story, my love
You wanna bring me to tears?

Where do I go?
I'm slowly relearning how to let you back in
How to start again
And who do I turn to?
When all I've known is abandon
Oh I'd let you inside but there's a storm in my heart
Let you know when it lifts
Need to tell someone this
Oh oh oh oh oh