"Sabotage" lyrics

Had our cards laid out
Psychic showed our lives
Soulmates with a big house
Twin flames no doubt
Down on Greenwich Street
You got used to me
I blinked. You let go
Tell me, did your friends know?
They'll probably never say so

Here we go again
I can't help but to sabotage my head
It happens every time I let you in my life
So here we go again

You're so innocent
Tell me honestly
How the fuck could you miss me
When you're tied up in his bed sheets
I'm sick of hearing now you're sorry

Here we go again
I can't help but to sabotage my head
It happens every time I let you in my life
So here we go again
I sabotage my head
It happens every time I let you in my life
So here we go again

I contain my excitement
Every time I get a text from you I spend
Way too much energy mentally
Trying to figure out what you said to me
But if I decode your truest emotions
I wouldn't have drowned in your ocean
Symbolically I am still floating
What good is a boat? I don't know where I'm going
I'm done being told what I should do
Got a crib in the city with a good view
If I get your ass back, what would that prove?
I'm still trying to figure out, that's the bad news
But if I was smart, I'd go back to mid-July
When you stated posting pics online
Fuck that guy
I thought you'd never be so sly
But I fall for it every time well I guess

Here we go again
I can't help but to sabotage my head
It happens every time I let you in my life
So here we go again
I sabotage my head
It happens every time I let you in my life
So here we go again
Again again
I sabotage my head
My head my head
It happens every time when you ruin my life
I sabotage my head