"Fragile" lyrics

Sometimes I'll still have nightmares back to when I was at school
People ridiculing, sometimes I was one to ridicule
Toxic in its own way, having friends who were arranged
Got sick on on my way there, god I hope that I have changed

Sometimes I'll still have feelings for someone who I've declined
I don't want to be with them, I just want to know what's on their mind
To know what they are thinking, and if they ever healed from me
To know what they are feeling, and if they ever feel for me

'Cause things, they coming out, that I never really dealt with then
Why do I feel it now? Because I never really felt it then
And if this is what it takes, then here I'll let you take it then
I'm feeling fragile aches, I'm feeling my heart break again

Sometimes when I am driving I completely zone right out
And then when I'm arriving I don't even know what I just thought about
Did I run through red lights and did I drive between the lines?
And did I harm a person, and did I stop at all stop signs?

Sometimes when I feel seen, well I completely camouflage
Sometimes when I feel human, I self sabotage
Sometimes when I feel fine my head starts to play tricks
It slowly breaks my mind so that I have something to fix

'Cause things, they coming out, that I never really dealt with then
Why do I feel it now? Because I never really felt it then
And if this is what it takes, then here I'll let you take it then
I'm feeling fragile aches, I'm feeling my heart break again

I'm feeling my heart break again
I'm feeling my heart break again