"Miscommunicate" lyrics

Lately, I've been walking down dark spires
Feels like I could be killed
It sounds so stupid but I have
Forgotten how much I love the thrill
Now I'm drinking whites and I'm picking fights
Oh, the nights, I've never felt so stu-
And I know I should just talk to you
But I didn't know
No, I don't think I will
See, I'm not what you deserve

Hey, I'm not coming home to you tonight
I'm loving all your nerves
I'm hating all your words

I don't want to talk, just complicate
I love it when we end in screams and shouts
You know how I love to miscommunicate
I'm definitely gonna get to say these things out loud
No, I don't want to touch, want to complicate
'Cause I'm way too good at letting you down
No, you know how I love to miscommunicate

Lately, you've been walking in the light
You're always playing it safe
So I keep on dreaming that I'm leaning farther right
'Cause unstable's what I crave
You know why, threats send well but heaven sells
How they hell could you hate Novocaine?
No, I don't mean to lash out like that
But when I'm numb, I don't complain
No, I'm not what you deserve

So I'm not coming home to you tonight
I'm loving all your nerves
I'm hating all your words

I don't want to talk, just complicate
I love it when we end in screams and shouts
You know how I love to miscommunicate
I'm definitely gonna get to say these things out loud
No, I don't want to touch, want to complicate
'Cause I'm way too good at letting you down
No, you know how I love to miscommunicate

I never had time to concentrate on you and I
But now I have time to contemplate on this huge goodbye
And I guess I just love to frustrate you, and I know why
I was impatient and they gave you my location
I'm not saying validation when I'm feeling such a stupid, ah
I was impatient as they gave you my location
I'm not saying validation, why I'm feeling such a stupid, ah
I was impatient as they gave you my location
I'm not saying validation, why I'm feeling such a stupid creation

Didn't want to talk, I'll just complicate it
Even when we dated, I had my doubts
And I think that's why I, I've miscommunicated
This is my way of getting out
No, I don't want to touch, wanna complicate
And you know I'm way too good at letting you down
No, you know how I love to miscommunicate
And I'm not missing the communication