"Dead Boy" lyrics

I wonder how you see me
Lately I've been out of this world
I know this mess is on me
Like every fucking time I'm broke

But after all I only find relief inside my sad songs
And I just want to find them on your skin like you're my death note

I've always been alone
I get frozen to the bone
Like a dead tree in the cold
That has never seen the sun
Always staring at the phone
Waiting for the chemicals
Had enough ended up feeling awkward

I've always been the dead boy in my head (dead boy in my head)
I've always been the loner with no friends (with no friends)
But I don't wanna be alone
So hold you breath and sing along
I've always been the dead boy in my head

Now you don't wanna text me
'Cause you don't wanna see me no more
You know that you should thank me
For I've never ever tried to ruin it all

I always try to keep you out of my world
I can't deny I love how we get better when it's all worse

I've always been alone
I get frozen to the bone
Like a dead tree in the cold
That has never seen the sun
Always staring at the phone
Waiting for the chemicals
Had enough ended up feeling awkward

I've always been the dead boy in my head (dead boy in my head)
I've always been the loner with no friends (with no friends)
But I don't wanna be alone
So hold you breath and sing along
I've always been the dead boy in my head

But I don't wanna be alone
So hold you breath and sing along
I've always been the dead boy in my head