"Sober Haha Jk Unless" lyrics

I've been thinking
About it every hour
Lights are off and it's harder
To do without power
The weather doesn't help
The snow is falling down
My feet are broken, knees are loose
And I end up on the ground

And I don't really know
If I wanna overdose
Maybe I'm just constantly scared
Of being on my own

A head without the thoughts
I think that's what I need
Maybe I'm just too messed up to succeed

So please, please, please
Get me, me, me
Sober
Sober
And when I'm there
Can I have, have, have
Any closure?
Any closure?

'Cause it's been a long year and a half
And I don't think I'll ever be able to go back
And I don't want to disappoint my mom again
But I already have
Already have

So can I have any closure?
A broken bone
A lone window pane and maybe I am a loner
And can I get sober?
A broken home, a long night of shame
And I'll pretend that it won't hurt

Can I get
Sober?
Can I stay
Sober?