"Disguise" lyrics

I've spent weeks, months, years, waiting to be found
My body in line, my mind behind
My heart on the unwind
Sustain cheap shots, sober knocks
Momentary blights
Tired eyes
An uncontrollable urge
And brilliant lies

And there's still something for me
And there's still something for me
To disguise

Waited more than my share of years
Pushing 'round a bottle that contains your fear
For me to hop, skip
Up and leave behind
I've pushed you to a wonderous but truthful state of mind

Tired eyes
And uncontrollable urges
And brilliant lies

But there's still something for you to disguise
There's still something to disguise
And there's still something for you
And there's still something for me
And there's still something for you
And there's still something for me
Something to disguise