"Amanda" lyrics

Amanda
I am trying to stand up to something
The cameras are rolling
God damn it
God damn it's
Not quite what we imagined

But Amanda
I am tying your bandana
You're a cowboy
God damn it
God damn it
When's the right time to be panicked?

Amanda, I am freaked out and I can't sleep
I know somewhere deep down I'm a bad seed
My wild heart, it beats now like a stampede
I know somewhere deep, deep, deep down we're a family

Oh, Amanda
They're throwing a tantrum
And a party in tandem
For the fandom
They've abandoned the abandoned

Amanda, I am freaked out and I can't sleep
I know somewhere deep down I'm a bad seed
My wild heart, it beats now like a stampede
I know somewhere deep, deep, deep down we're a family
We're a family

And I bore myself to tears (bore myself to tears)
Every time I speak (every time I speak)
'Cause after all these years (after all these years)
It's only been a week (it's only been a week)
As naive as I am (as naive as I am)
I'm prone to giving up (prone to giving up)
A crawl becomes a stand
The walk before you run

Amanda, I am trying

Amanda, I am freaked out and I can't sleep
I know somewhere deep down I'm a bad seed
My wild heart, it beats now like a stampede
I know somewhere deep, deep, deep down we're a family
We're a family
We're a family
Amanda