"Habitual" lyrics

I don't want to spend the rest of my life in doubt
Don't shake me, don't wake me
I got a battle I aim to win now
I don't want to fall back from bowing out
Don't shame me, don't take me
Or lock me down in the walls
Where I'd dissolve
Where I don't belong

I hope you die healing the habitual
Way of a life in a body overthrown
I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals
Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown

So take your pity and go
I won't waste my life looking back
I ain't got the time and this ain't the place
To count all the minutes that passed
I'll be hanging on whether you're still around
Or you're long gone
Don't shame me, don't take me
Or lock me down until I'm done

Where I'd dissolve
Where I don't belong

I hope you die healing the habitual
Way of a life in a body overthrown
I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals
Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown

I may go
But it won't mean I've gone
It won't mean I've lost
I won't cave, I won't cave
I won't cave, I won't cave
I won't cave, I won't cave
I won't cave, I'm wide awake
I'm not afraid, I'm wide awake

I don't want to spend the rest of my life in doubt
Don't shake me, don't wake me
I got a battle to win

I hope you die healing the habitual
Way of a life in a body overthrown
I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals
Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown

I hope you die healing the habitual
Way of a life in a body overthrown
I'll always rise far beyond the chemicals
Run through the veins and shot to the place you've grown