"Keep It Together" lyrics

I feel the skin that separates us start to fade
And when I lie on top of you, I'm afraid
I can see right through myself, crystal clear
I am disassembling
I could disappear, disappear

There is a voice inside of me, I don't know
And all his words keep echoing a tremolo
I've been waiting for a sign to appear
He has a message waiting for me
But I don't wanna hear
I promise
I swear
I can't

I can't keep it together