"Backwards" lyrics

I start my mornings with whiskey
End my nights with some caffeine
Ain't right but it gets me right
Feeling happy on Whitley
Getting low on Mary Jane
Yeah anything these days to get me by

You left me high up in where rock bottom is
I never knew your silence could say so much
I sleep on the other side of this cold king-size
So maybe I'll stop reaching for your touch
Since you ain't been around
I've been upside down
And backwards

You left fast, but you burned slow
Time ticks at a standstill
I hold on to the let go, I don't know why
I've been lost in my own house
Is it sunrise or sundown
I'm lit up with the lights out, just how you left me

When you left me high up in where rock bottom is
I never knew your silence could say so much
I sleep on the other side of this cold king-size
So maybe I'll stop reaching for your touch
Since you ain't been around
I've been upside down
And backwards

You left me high up in where rock bottom is
I never knew your silence could say so much
I sleep on the other side of this cold king-size
So maybe I'll stop reaching for your touch
Since you ain't been around
I've been upside down
And backwards

I start my mornings with whiskey
I start my nights with caffeine
Ain't right but gets me right