"Overdose" lyrics

Was high off your drug, now I'm falling down
It's killing my buzz when I hit the ground
A year and a half I was cleaning up
Then I heard you left him
So why do you want to be all alone?
Am I not enough to give you a home?
Do I lack the depth to believe in love
When you're all I dream of?

It's a hard, hard pill to swallow
So I choke and spit it out

I'm tired of the in-between
The highs and lows you're giving me
I'm falling (Falling)
Falling down
I'm falling, falling down
I'm done with following your ghost
You leave me here to overdose
I'm falling (Falling)
Falling down
I'm falling, falling down

Keep biting your tongue till you swallow blood
And tell me you know love is not enough
I'm tired of your disappearing act
And how it affects me
I quit it, forbid it, don't need another hit, I need to
Retract, not relapse
But who am I to say?
I can't really stay away from you

It's a hard hard pill to swallow
So I choke and spit it out

I'm tired of the in-between
The highs and lows you're giving me
I'm falling (Falling)
Falling down
I'm falling, falling down
I'm done with following your ghost
You leave me here to overdose
I'm falling (Falling)
Falling down
I'm falling, falling down

If you have a way to calm my nerves
Then please just make it stop
I'm trying to forget how good it feels
You're dancing through my thoughts
You cannot choose what addiction does to you
If I have to lose what I love most
I will overdose

I'm tired of the in-between
The highs and lows you're giving me
I'm falling (Falling)
Falling down
I'm falling, falling down
I'm done with following your ghost
You leave me here to overdose
I'm falling (Falling)
Falling down
I'm falling, falling down

If I have to lose what I love most
I will overdose
If you paint it black over my gold
I will let you go