"running to you" lyrics

Are you still treadin' water?
And tellin' yourself that this is no way to live
Either way I won't bother
You're out of the hell that I was keepin' you in

My head starts ringin'
You haunt me it's a curse no, I can't get away from your sound
My heart stopped beatin'
I guess the lesson's learnt. All but dead but I'm still callin' you out

Can you hear me? Am I speaking clearly?
Or am I just making noise? (Or am I just making noise?)
Can you see me?
Baby, I'm still seethin'
I know I seem so annoyed
I'm just so over this

I bit my tongue and put your picture in the back of my head
Was I in love or was it just another thing I said?
I had to run away to keep myself from runnin' to you
I'll make it through, just without you

Can you get out of my dreams?
Or maybe stay for a while
For you there's no in between
I love and hate you for now
I should get a grip I'm gettin' over it, I've been a mess for way too long
Keep my head down
Give it a rest now
I just thought you should know:

I bit my tongue and put your picture in the back of my head
Was I in love or was it just another thing I said?
I had to run away to keep myself from runnin' to you
I'll make it through, just without you
I fall asleep and everything goes right back just how it was
I try to make it last forever but it never does
I had to run away to keep myself from runnin' to you
I'll make it through, just without you

Baby, I'll see you around
You know I've been fallin' down
I pulled a lot from the shelf
(I pulled a lot from the shelf)
I heard you got somethin' now
I hope it's all workin' out
I like to lie to myself
I'm so over this

I bit my tongue and put your picture in the back of my head
Was I in love or was it just another thing I said?
I had to run away to keep myself from runnin' to you
I'll make it through, just without you
I fall asleep and everything goes right back just how it was
I try to make it last forever but it never does
I had to run away to keep myself from runnin' to you
I'll make it through, just without you

Without you
I had to keep myself from runnin' to you
Without you
I had to keep myself from runnin' to you