"regret" lyrics

Everyday I struggle tryna do the right thing
I painted out a person I was never trying to be
I know you feel that way but we agreed on no strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way but I haven't got close
I tried a million things but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling but it only make it worse
In and out my bed, in and out my head

Not what I want, yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Exed out like the rest, I'll regret it was

We always find another problem, not long 'til we find another
Hard to navigate my feelings, now I'm drinking out the bottle
I don't wanna wait a while, got something better say it now
Yeah but on another note, really I'm just feelin' tired
Another one, gone by tomorrow
And its all because I'm hard to love, hard to please
Hard to admit it but its all on me, all on me

Everyday I struggle tryna do the right thing
I painted out a person I was never trying to be
I know you feel a way but we agreed on no strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way but I haven't got close
I tried a million things but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling but it only make it worse
In and out my bed, in and out my head

Not what I want, yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Exed out like the rest, I'll regret it was

So let me get the story straight, you were never the one to love
So I guess we call it my mistake my mistake
But oh well, I guess I'm really stuck inside your spell
But oh well, I guess I'd rather live inside your hell
Ey
I'm high
Tryna mute my mind while I'm tryna touch the sky
Way up
No lie
I can feel the pills dancing in my stomach feel like I can fly

Everyday I struggle tryna do the right thing
I painted out a person I was never trying to be
I know you feel that way but we agreed on no strings
The grass is always greener on the side you don't see
Find another way but I haven't got close
I tried a million things but I can't let you go
Tryna shake the feeling but it only make it worse
In and out my bed, in and out my head

Not what I want, yeah
But I'm in love with your flaws, yeah
Break it off just because, yeah
Exed out like the rest, I'll regret it was