"Desperate Times" lyrics

The pain doesn't come in the dark anymore
It sits in and bakes
Hardening and growing through the day
The darkness only intensifies with the pain
Vile thoughts run through my polluted blackened veins

Nothing changes
The world keeps spinning
We go on towards the eternal darkness buried in our thoughts
Desperate times call for desperate measures
I am rotting away, I feel no pleasure
A total rebuild in my brain must happen
I feel numb, buried in my thoughts

Discontent for this world I try to describe
But it only come out in self infecting wounds
Totally disgusted for myself
To the point of no return to a viable way of living

I'm not the cure, I'm a subject of textbook disease
It's in my brain these shadows are haunting me
Bury my face in my hands
I used to sleep the day away, now that's not an option
Fighting constantly I move to keep the pain away
Thinking half as hard as long as I keep going

I know where this will end, everyone sees it coming
But no one wants to be the one to help me pull the trigger
So I keep moving faster
On and on, this cycle never fucking ends