"Black Heart" lyrics

How can I live with myself
Knowing what I've done?

My regret, now it takes control
And what I've done is pulling me in like a black hole
I can't force to forgive myself
I'm always losing what was never mine
It was never mine
I want to feel at ease
With the choices that I have made
But this sense of dread
It won't fucking fade

How can, how can I live with myself
Knowing what I've done? (What I've done)
I pushed you away when I needed you
I needed you the most

Trapped behind cold eyes
We've never had the chance to, just to say our goodbyes
Just don't depend on me
'Cause the words out of my mouth are nothing but lies
If I could take back what's done, I would
Trade this all for something more than good

How can, how can I live with myself
Knowing what I've done? (What I've done)
I pushed you away when I needed you
I needed you the most
How can, how can I live with myself
Knowing what I've done? (What I've done)
I pushed you away when I needed you
I needed you the most

An empty void deep down, deep down inside
This is where my black heart hides
An empty void deep within, will I ever atone for my sins?
An empty void

Just forget me
I am nothing but an outcast (An outcast)
I always seem to come out dead last
Can I begin to fix the fucking past?
Time will tell