"Retrograde" lyrics

I've been calling out
You won't speak to me
I can feel your ghost
But you're out of reach
What I won't give just to bring you back to me
My ecstasy, my remedy
It's enthralling now, in the elegy
How you're all I see

Wait for me

I'll see you on the other side
Where the light begins to fade
And maybe in another life
Will you wait for me
And stay in retrograde?

I've been crawling down on my hands and knees
Searching for your voice in the eulogy

Cause I'm addicted to the silhouette
Your shadow dancing through my head
Just take me back to when we met
Don't tell me that it's over yet
Feels like I'm losing the old me
Only one who's ever known me
Need you to hold me 'til it stops

I'll see you on the other side
Where the light begins to fade
And maybe in another life
I could take the pain away
But I won't give up the light you left in me
My cause for breathing
And maybe in another life
Will you wait for me
And stay in retrograde?
Stay in retrograde

I'll visit you in my dreams
Each night I close my eyes
It's only you I see
Haunted
Without you here with me
But when I fall asleep...

I'll see you on the other side
Where the light begins to fade
And maybe in another life
I could take the pain away
But I won't give up the light you left in me
My cause for breathing
And maybe in another life
Will you wait for me
And stay in retrograde?

What I won't give just to bring you back to me
My ecstasy, my remedy
It's enthralling now, in the elegy

Will you wait for me
And stay in retrograde?