"Monster" lyrics

I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna face the mirror
I just sit and wait
Not to make mistakes
But I know this ain't love

I can never win this game
'Cause you're the only one who's playing
And you keep on making all these waves
But I know. Do you know?

Writing my name
In the dark, in the rain
I get lost, though I'm holding your hand
I am tired of being alone and afraid
So, I'm loving a monster instead

We are getting the applause
No one sees that we are strangers
When the curtains close
I'm invisible
And I fall

Writing my name
In the dark, in the rain
I get lost, though I'm holding your hand
But I save all my tears
For when nobody's here
So, I'm loving a monster again

I save all my tears
For when nobody's here
So, I'm loving a monster again