"Downside" lyrics

We broke up in October
Then you hopped on the 'Gram acting out
I told you to keep my name out yo' [?] mouth
It's really true when they say fame brings the worst out
Change of weather, forecast predicts a love drought
No, not my, not my baby, not my man
We can fix it, calm down, let me explain
'Cause when these cameras off and lights begin to fade
Do you still see the same girl from the stage?

Yeah
Before November you had caught a plane
Spent my birthday without you, didn't feel the same
And the sad part was that I didn't feel no pain
Getting used to life without you, what a damn shame

Is this really what we want?
What we want
Is this house not a home?
House not a home
Man, I don't even know
Don't even know
But you keep blowing up my phone
Blowing up my phone

We in December, you still living in your hometown
Posting pictures in the ocean with your hair down
Said you had enough time to think some things out
And you realized that you was wrong for all that silly doubt
You said that time without me, you was really down bad
And you want us more than anything you've ever had
Heart bleeding, pleading for me to come back
And I want you too, ooh, but I'm still mad

Like, why the fuck you do that to me?
Putting pressure where it don't belong, you fucking dummy
Deleting pictures, now my fans really on to me
Leaving me to explain why yo' ass out the country